| Sunday, March 20th, 2005 |
| 8:29 pm |
hey well im oke. eryn and i are cool i believe she called me, and her and cameron made me feel sorta happy :-) thanks u guys. Love Kaylee ps. i didnt get to see cool bron and jake and i was very sad. its rare i get oppurtunities to see them. pps. im bored and actually really really tierd |
| Sunday, February 6th, 2005 |
| 9:23 pm |
THINGS EVERYONE NEEDS TO KNOW!
You should have SEX on days that begin with T: Thanksgiving, Tuesday, Thursday, Today, Tomorrow, Thaturday? Thunday? Every Thucking day! Sex is: like Nokia (connecting people) like Nike (Just do it) like Pepsi (ask for more) like Coca Cola (Enjoy) like me (too good to be true) Send this message to 5 friends or you will have 5 years of bad sex! Top 10 Places to have sex: In your bed In your parents bed In a car On a washing machine, while running In a hot tub On a beach, down in the sand On a comfy couch with the TV on On a waterbed A plane bathroom In the rain Top 10 Places NOT to have sex: In the movies In a car... WHILE YOU'RE DRIVING! In front of all of your friends In a phonebooth In your best friend's bed At Grandma's house At school In your dirty basement In the street ON-LINE Top three things to say before having sex: I love you (but only if you mean it) Rock my world Let's get ready to RUMBLE... Top three things NOT to say before having sex: Is this gunna hurt? Sure....I've done this thousands of times... Are you sure it's on there? Top 3 things to say after sex: Are you sure this was you're first time? Gotta cigarette? Wanna do it again? Top 3 things NOT to say after sex: That was IT?? I think I hear my mom calling me ---- see ya OOPS, the condom broke! My bad! Current Mood:  amused |
| Monday, January 31st, 2005 |
| 2:12 pm |
Oke the final grades for me are: History B French C Dance A Anatomy C English unknown (bc shes a bitch and doesnt even have our FINAL SCORES YET!!! HELLO!!! END OF SMESTER!) Drama A Geometry C so oke, not too bad. hopefully this year will be better. i hope so. Ive been pretty meh lately. im trying not to think of him. really i am. actually ive been doing pretty well. but today i was just missing him. thats all. so i thought id write that. I have now seem three dudes that look like him. i miss him. but shhh! dont tell anyone....lol my skin is looking better. thanks to honnie, annmarie, and ghano, because they commented on it and i was all happy and felt like these meds are a success. which is nice to know. :) i like spearment gum i miss a lot of ppl. skewl does that. it takes up your life so you can never see the ppl u want to see. even ppl u see everyday. in a class or something. i donno i just need to see ppl. gets my mind of the bad. well im off. i think ill just be lazy and watch tv a little. im tierd and i just want to relax. <3*travelsize* Current Mood:  blah |
| Thursday, January 13th, 2005 |
| 12:42 pm |
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| Wednesday, January 12th, 2005 |
| 5:04 pm |
i feel miserable. i have the stomach flu plus a sore throat. i feel so incredebly week *sigh* i want to talk to someone on the phone but my head feels so heavy! maybe i should just go back to bed. late. k a y l e e </3 |
| Thursday, December 23rd, 2004 |
| 11:28 pm |
interesting
on tuesday i did something i am realy proud of. i called freeman to wish him a happy birthday. i was shaking so hard when i dialed the numbers- i mean come on- it is a little weird calling ur ex when things are just kind of so so in the friendship (and especially when u still love him like that). i had called him all day but he was never home. so finally i was like ugh fine ill just leave him a message. and sure enough- to my great surprize he answers the phone. i was so shocked i forgot my voice! anyway i wished him a happy bday- and we actaully had a mini convo and it was pleasent and i told him i had his present to give him and he was all touched and stuff. he thanked me for calling and he seemed pretty sincere, which was nice. and wut sucked the most- when we started to get off the phone i was like oke, bye, and he was all- love ya! and i was like uh huh bye bye. then we hung up. i was like dude! why say that! i mean sure if he still cares oke- but like AH. it just kinda sucks that its not meant in the way that it was in the summer. i just...i guess i miss that alot, thats all. but all in all- i was glad i was brave enough to do it. :-) Wednsday i went to the oberles house and spent the night- we had SO much fun. i have such a good time with that family. theyre all really sweet and hillarious. fun stuff :-) christmas eve is tomarrow. but i dont thik im gonna have a great one. parents. honestly. im a good kid, i really dont ask for much. and usually its only stuff i NEED more then for pleasure. i dunno. i just want things to be different if i have a family when i get older. but im not sure about alot of thnings so ill see how that goes. i want to see a bunch of ppl this winter break and catch up. a lot of ppl go to cypress or another high school and i rarely see them. gtg k. Ps. this guy from a while ago, steve, he emailed me today and told me he was back from the army just for the holidays and that he wanted to hang out and catch up. i hope i dont start liking him. wuts worse then still loving someone that doesnt like u back is loving someone in the army lol. *sigh* so many things... oh well. Current Mood:  tired |
| Monday, December 20th, 2004 |
| 5:52 pm |
winter break
today was my first day of winter break. woo hoo! i slept in till 1:30ish. such bliss! i didnt do much today- but when im done with this entry imma start gettin ready to go to a movie. my lips are extra chappy- i carry my chapstick around liek a weapon. i have most of my xmas shopping done. i just need to get a lil somthing for the oberles and megan. but what....ponder... ive decided i really like frozen yogaurt. its great cuz- its frozen like icecream- and yet non fatning. nice stuff. i cant wait for christmas. then ill get my disneyland pass and i can go with courtney and annmarie, finally! yay! well imma go now- im going to see a series of unfortunate events! yay! <3k. ps. yay! honnie and i both missed mr johnsons test! and we have to make it up! but at least we wont be alone, honnie! :-D <33 Current Mood: excited |
| Saturday, December 18th, 2004 |
| 11:16 am |
ANSWER
I comand u lol > >>>>>Am i cute? > >>>>> > >>>>>Am i sweet? > >>>>> > >>>>>Am I crazy? > >>>>> > >>>>>Am I lovable? > >>>>> > >>>>>Am I funny? > >>>>> > >>>>>Am I annoying? > >>>>> > >>>>>Am I psycho? > >>>>> > >>>>>Am I daring? > >>>>> > >>>>>Am I a good person? > >>>>> > >>>>>******Would You****** > >>>>> > >>>>>Hug me? > >>>>> > >>>>>Miss me if I was gone? > >>>>> > >>>>>Listen to my problems? > >>>>> > >>>>>Hug me if I cried? > >>>>> > >>>>>Be a good friend? > >>>>> > >>>>>******Would You (opposite sex only)****** > >>>>> > >>>>>Ever go out with me? > >>>> > >>>>>If you already have would you do it again? > >>>>> > >>>>>Kiss me ((REALLY))? > >>>>> > >>>>>Marry me if you could? > >>>>> > >>>>>Ever talk bad about me if we ever break up? > >>>>> > >>>>>******How Well Do You Know Me?****** > >>>>> > >>>>>When's my birthday? > >>>>> > >>>>>How old am I? > >>>>> > >>>>>What school do I go to? > >>>>> > >>>>>Do I have any siblings? > >>>>> > >>>>>Who is my most current ex? > >>>>> > >>>>>Who is my best friend? > >>>>> > >>>>>Who am I crushing on/dating? > >>>>> > >>>>>Favorite color? > >>>>> > >>>>>What is my worst subject? > >>>>> > >>>>>Best subject? > >>>>> > >>>>>Am I still a virgin? > >>>>> > >>>>Favorite sport? > >>>>> > >>>>>Favorite TV show? > >>>>> > >>>>>Favorite song/songs? > >>>>> > >>>>>Favorite music group? > >>>>> > >>>>>******Who Am I?****** > >>>>> > >>>>What TV star do I most remind you of? > >>>>> > >>>>>What song would you dedicate to me? > >>>>> > >>>>>What famous person do I most resemble? > >>>>> > >>>>>******If You Could...****** > >>>>> > >>>>>Give me a new name, what would it be? > >>>>> > >>>>>Hook me up with someone (real) who would it be? (NON-MOVIE STAR) > >>>>> > >>>>>Do one thing with me, what would it be? > >>>>> > >>>>>Drop me one piece of advice it would be? > >>>>> > >>>>>******Just A Few Questions****** > >>>>> > >>>>>What do you love about me? > >>>>> > >>>>>What do you hate about me (seriously)? > >>>>> > >>>>>What is my best quality? > >>>>> > >>>>>What is your honest opinion about me? Current Mood: calm |
| Wednesday, December 15th, 2004 |
| 8:30 pm |
ah....
well i feel kinda like poop today. gooy hot smelly poop. yea thats right. *sigh* lots of feelings are goin through me right now. no no- nothing about boys. i still dont want anyone. i just feel kind of like a failure in school. i got my progress report today. history C french D dance A anatomy D english C drama A geometry B and well i wish i could be an A student...but then i couldnt do things that i really loved and i would have like no life. im not a very smart person anyways. and like i really dont want to disapoint my parents. and then theres college and im stressing out about that. my dad talked to me yesterday. about college and that i cant slack off anymore. and like i try hard but i know i do slack off. i jsut dont like skewl. ah...wutever. my skin is oke. ive been on it for about a week and 5 days and my skin hasnt broken out too bad. my lips are really chapped but hey, not like imma be kissing anyone soon. i was gonna see freeman this weekend- cuase the oberles invited me ovr and him too. but like now hes not coming so im sad. OK I KNOW I KNOW- but its still nice to see him. plus i have his gift (for his bday/xmas) and i want to give it to him. its nice i hope he likes it. god the holidays are lonely i performed my monologue for class on tuesday. it was NERVERACKING as hell cause it was like we were in a real audition. mr b was like he was a real casting director and we all had to be quiet and not clap for ppl. i nearly peed my pants cuz it was random picking- u didnt choose when u went up- he did. but ppl said i did really good- and i did get laughs in all the right places- which is really reassuring :-) since ive been having low self esteam about my acting lately. i want junk food but we dont have any. well i gtg- this gooy poo needs to study for a test shes going to fail anyway. <3.stinkypoop. Current Mood:  cranky |
| Tuesday, December 7th, 2004 |
| 8:37 pm |
Argg...
pplS My throat still aches pretty bad. man i feel so alone! maybe its cause its that time of the month but like i just started crying randomly. i know why- it was because i was cleaning out my email index box and i came across an old letter from *him* to me talking about his weekend and how much he missed me. i didnt erase it though. i dont have the willpower yet. instead i read it a million times like a pathetic looser and cried...even talked to the screen a few times like a maniac...*sigh* god kaylee, would you just get over it? i hate hurting. i dont want to anymore. its raining outside. i love the rain. maybe that will cheer me up a little. <3kAyleE. Current Mood:  no more.... |
| 1:18 pm |
Kaylees Kingdom of Bordom!!!
*sigh* im sick today and im at home. eating a peanut butter sandwich (which is almost gone). i think imma put the tv on soon. ive lasted this long with out it but GOD theres nothing to do! oke there is stuff to do...theres homework for tomarrow...studying lines for drama... But i dont wanna! i dont feel like doing work. you know what, im not going to do it! mwahaha! *cough* :-/ anywho- hopefully ill feel better tomarrow. :-/ well imma go to the tv now. <333 <3 Kaylee Current Mood:  sick |
| Monday, December 6th, 2004 |
| 3:47 pm |
kewl song
At the end of the day The end of the light She remains of all of her foes Miranda is dying with all of her might She never comes She always goes She sticks the camera right into her arm Anything to forget what the trouble's about It causes her pain That's part of the charm She's down for the count And finally out Miranda is taking the stars down A little something to call her own By the light there still goes Miranda And Miranda is always alone She sees her face in another magazine And the walls all close in As the fancy takes flight Can't stand to be loved But she loves to be seen She slips headlong into the night Miranda is taking the stars down A little something to call her own By the light there still goes Miranda And Miranda is always alone And then all at once The sun starts to rise She sees her father holding her down All the daylight is poison to her eyes She slips down the shade And lets herself drown Miranda is taking the stars down A little something to call her own By the light there still goes Miranda And Miranda is always alone The lights shot down in the arena All across the safety zone Loneliness follows Miranda And Miranda is always alone Miranda is always alone Miranda is always alone Current Mood: Homework. |
| Sunday, December 5th, 2004 |
| 6:51 pm |
another survey!
Bold the ones that apply to you:
01. I like the color of healthy grass.
02. Winter sucks.
03. I need a job.
04. I hate stupid bitches. Indeed I do.
05. I dance. A lot.
06. None of my body is double jointed.
07. I stay up late.
08. Watching young people get physically hurt by accident (ex. tripping, slipping) makes me laugh.
09. I love the beach.
10. I've only had Chinese food twice.
11. Jumping on bubble wrap is a favorite pasttime of mine.
12. Harry Potter is excellent.
13. I miss my long hair, even though I seem to look much better without it.
14. I get poison ivy all the time.
15. I sometimes make up ridiculous songs with my friends.
16. I love pajama pants.
17. I am attracted to boys with shaggy or curly hair.
18. I have a tattoo.
19. I hate crying in public. !!!!!!!!!!!
20. I want to visit Las Vegas.
21. I love music.
22. I could spend the rest of my life reading.
23. Strawberries are awesome.
24. I love Harry Potter.
25. My friends are neat people.
26. I would like to visit New Mexico.
27. Pets rule too.
28. I dislike prejudice.
29. I hate hearing ignorant people talk.
30. The internet clears my boredom.
31. I play lots of video games.
32. I like to read past livejournal entries.
33. I am quiet sometimes.
34. I love 80's teen movies.
35. I love my friends.
36. 'I Love the 80's' was a very informative show. lol
37. I think stripes are spiffy.
38. My dad has a secret fan club which consists of most my female friends. thats so gross.
39. I do a lot of surveys. haha...doing one now arent i? lol
40. I am strange.
41. Vegetables are gross. i love my veggies. they make me grow!!!
42. I wish people knew just how much they meant to me. Most of them are clueless
43. Kissing is a very strange (but delightful) concept. i dont get this??
44. Justin Timberlake rules. Ewww hes grody
45. People should stop saying, "I'll be there" if they know they can't. yea i could name a few...
46. I hate being sick. *its the worst. id rather go to school. being sick is miserable :-(
47. I really like chocolate. *yes i do.
48. I like looking at photography. *i maybe want to do that someday as a career
49. I enjoy watching and listening to lightning storms. *pretty
50. I apparently do not get enough sleep. *ha- says my family
51. The smell of Subway sandwiches makes me want to vomit. *that is so wrong!!! huh eryn? lol she and i are subway freaks!
52. I love clothes.
53. I hated elementary school.
55. I am mature enough to be immature at the right time. *i think so...
56. TV rots your brain. *lol mine isnt rotten....*
57. Valentine's Day is a pointless holiday. No way! Its a happy holiday...however i have yet to have a special one :-/ every one is a letdown :-/
58. Adoption is awesome! *finally a
kid that didnt get to have good parents will finally be able to have
the ones theyve always wanted!
59. I wish I hung out with all my friends, more. *too true. i wish i lived near mine(i luv u cypress kids!)
60. Nice people are underappreciated. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *totally. im freaken underappriciated! lol and i know several that are too! the world loves bitches, what can we say? lol
61. School is one big joke. *totally. i mean look at the homeskewl kids. they have great lives!
62. I love kisses. *oh yes i do *winK*
63. Morons are sometimes entertaining. *yeap i know several. jsut watching them moving their mouths is entertaining.
64. My friends are very interesting.*yes- i love them
65. J.Lo is totally hott. *omg r u serious? say it aint so!
66. Cartoons annoy me, but animated sitcoms are alright sometimes. *fairly odd parents are awesome! i juss hate anime tho *shiver*
67. Comfortable can still look good. *Um yea...id rather be comfortable then hot and sexy in something that cuts off the circulation to my boobs lol
68. My hair is fried. *my hair is pretty :)
69. I volunteer at an animal shelter. *it would make me cry too much lol
70. I have a cell phone. *very proud.
71. Grilled cheese = best ever.
72. Pirates are sexy for the most
part. *omg they are! Freeman is so sexii as one....and then theres ERYN
who is juss the hottest pirate ever! ;-)
73. Cover bands are annoying. *wuts that?
74. I don't like wearing shoes. *um i dont know where id be without my converses!
75. I never make New Year's resolutions. *my cousin and i do! lol we sign it in red pen so its like confirmed...:-)
76. I have had a broken bone. *not one
77. I wish this town didn't suck. *meh- all i know is im not living here when im older
78. My friends say I'm crazy. *nah im so sane... :-D
79. Sometimes I think it would be fun to be shipwrecked on an island. *god no. that would be hell. NO BATHROOMS!!!
80. I space out a lot. *specially when im talking to certain ppl
81. I am a big klutz.
82. Sometimes I wish my brain would just shut up.
83. I wish people would stop saying our generation is "going nowhere."
84. I am a very big procrastinator. *wow thats a big word...
85. I want to live in a big city.
86. I am picky about my hair.
87. I am silly.
88. I gave and received many excellent Christmas presents.
89. Small talk bothers me. *ya....i like big convos (the deep ones)
90. I own a mood ring that only turns about 3 different colors.
91. I love chap stick. *wohoO!
92. I throw like a girl. *nah...i was in softball for a lil bit. i can throw :-)
93. My family is extremely dysfunctional.
94. I hate shopping. *omg i luv shopping! me and annmarie are gonna try it someday to see how long we can go before getting teird.
95. I hate art. *i love art- its my passion
96. I was once electrical-taped to a big tree. *um thats random...
97. My skin is really dry in the winter. *it will be this year - accutane :-/
98. I am a bit too blunt sometimes. I lie a lot.
99. I want to attend college out of state.
100. I like people for their brains. *hehe that means eryn has one for those of u that think she doesnt!!!
Current Mood: ah im hungry :-/Current Music: the sound of my tummy garggling |
| Saturday, December 4th, 2004 |
| 7:40 pm |
the sign (*) means my answers, oke?
the sign (*) means my answers, oke? Do not cheat by looking up the answers. The mind is like a parachute, it works best when it is opened. This is fun to do, but you have to follow the instructions very closely. MAKE A WISH BEFORE BEGINNING THE TEST!! Warning! Answer the questions as you go along. There are only four questions and if you see them all before finishing, you will not have honest results. Go down slowly and do each exercise as you scroll down. Don't look ahead. Get pencil and paper to write your answers as you go along. You will need it at the end. This is an honest questionnaire which will tell you a lot about your true self. PERSONALITY TEST: Put the following 5 animals in the order of your preference. Write down the animal names (not just the letter) a. Cow b. Tiger c. Sheep d. Horse e. Pig (* Tiger, horse, pig, sheep, cow) Write one word that describes each one of the following: Dog: (*cuddly) Cat: (*smelly) Rat: (*gross) Coffee: (*hot) Sea: (*beautiful) Think of someone (who also knows you and is important to you) that you can relate to the following colors (do not repeat your answer twice. Name just one person for each color.) Yellow: (*eryn) Orange: (*ghano) Red (*annmarie) White (*danny) Green (*freeman) Finally, write down your favorite number and your favorite day of the week. (*5, friday) Wish for something you REALLY WANT. Look at the interpretations below: (but first before continuing, repeat your wish.) Question . 1: This will define your priorities in your life. Cow Signifies CAREER Tiger Signifies PRIDE Sheep Signifies LOVE Horse Signifies FAMILY Pig Signifies MONEY Question . 2: Your description of dog implies YOUR OWN PERSONALITY. Your description of cat implies the personality of your partner. Your description of rat implies the personality of your enemies. Your description of coffee is how you interpret SEX. Your description of the Sea implies your own life. Question . 3: Yellow: Someone you will never forget Orange: Someone you consider your true friend Red: Someone that you really love White: Your twin soul Green: Someone that you will remember for the rest of your life Question . 4: You have to send this message to as many persons as your favorite number and your wish will come true on the day that you put. This is or repost it! what the Dalai Lama has said about the Millennium-just take a few seconds to read it and think. Do not put away this message, the mantra will come out from your hands in the next 96 hours. You will have a very pleasant surprise. This is true, even if you are not superstitious. Please do this. It is fascinating Current Mood: amused |
| Friday, December 3rd, 2004 |
| 8:42 pm |
ohh find out more bout me!
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY: 01. kaylee 02. kayls 03. shortstuff (adopted by danny) THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD: 01. razldazlme 02. razldazlme88 03. razldazlme688 (see how far ive come??? lol) THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF: 01. my eyes 02. my hair 03. i have a decent figure THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF: 01. im short 02. acne :-/ 03. voice THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE: 01. mexican 02. french 03. dutch THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU: 01. death 02. worms 03. mr johnson the ugly evil geometry teacher THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS: 01. friends 02. scarfs 03. shaving THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW: 01. uh...not much ;-) 02. socks... 03. hairtie THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS AT THE MOMENT: 01. greenday 02. beatles 03. better than ezra THREE OF YOUR FAVORITES SONGS AT THE MOMENT: 01. Time of your life (always has been since *him*) 02. the song adam sandler sings in the wedding singer. with a few variations of my own.(if you want to read it, please ask) 03. blackbird THREE THINGS YOU WOULD WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP: (lol when i DO want one...) 01. love 02. happiness 03. humor THREE THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU: 01. chin (i know im a lil odd. but look at the guys ive dated and their chins. ull see. :-D ) 02. eyes (loooooveeee big eyes) 03. personality (thats always a must. they have to make me laugh- thats a must!) THREE THINGS YOU CAN'T DO: 01. the pirates of penzance routine roxanna tried teaching me. 02. stay mad at a person very long 03. be perfect THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES: 01. ACTING! (w.o. it i dont know how id be alive today) 02. dancing (since i can now proudly do my splitz!) :-D 03. painting (when im stressed i paint- its a good way to work of stress) THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BAD RIGHT NOW: 01. see eryns show (and ERYN!! lol) 02. makeout 03. talk to someone THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING: 01. being an actress (onstage) 02. teaching college classes (theater) 03. an author THREE PLACES YOU WOULD GO ON VACATION: 01. New York 02. France 03. Scottland THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE: 01. get married to someone i truely love (including lots a sex lol) 02. become an actress (of some sort- even if it wasnt glamorous id still do it) 03. to be the beauty i wish i could be Current Mood: burrr! need a sweater! |
| 8:21 pm |
accutane news!
hey! well tonight is officially my first night on accutane. im kinda scared cause im gonna get pretty ugly over the next 6 months with peely skin and really chapped lips. but i just think at least maybe ill look better without this horrible acne!!! i hate it so much that peely skin wont bother me that much. however i want u guys to like watch out for me. not that i think this is going to happen- but the doctor warned me that a common side effect from this is being depressed (more then i should be) and that can lead to more serious things. I HIGHLY doubt that im going to commit suicide, you guys. lol i certainly dont think so. however this drug is very new to me and if you think somethings wrong or different, you need to tell me becasue i may not be really aware of it. but i really think im gonna be oke. i just cant wait to have clear skin! *sigh* it'll be nice. really nice. well thanks you guys. have the biggest and bestest of everything! <3.kaylee. Current Mood: excitedCurrent Music: the sound of my washing machine... |
| Thursday, December 2nd, 2004 |
| 6:14 pm |
fun stuff!
Today was very fun! I spent 8th period with honnie today. we went to this thrift Do-nut shop thingy and ate donuts with soda. we also had a fun talk. Honnies kewl and a sweet kid :-) shes most fun to talk to about guys and stuff becasue shes always got good stories lol. then we went to tutoring to study for our test in geometry tomarrow. stuff learned today: 0% shows how well imma do on this test. i HATE geometry. i HATE math. I hate skewl actually. but wutevr.... well imma go on chatting with ppls. love lots! <333.shortest. Current Mood: chipperCurrent Music: Blackbirds- the beatles. |
| Tuesday, November 30th, 2004 |
| 4:01 pm |
tickle me pink.
i am really exhasted and no one is online. oh the boredom well anyways im kinda mad right now. one of my friends boyfriends is a really big jerk. i hate him. he is like so wrong for her and she deserves so much better. shes beautiful, talented and so sweet and like any guy would be lucky to have her. however she can be completely in denial as far as boys are concerened. i honestly wonder whether she would break up with him if he lit up a joint right in front of her. she lets him get away with so much and it makes me sick. i love this kid to death and like i dont want this relationship to kill her. shes so much better and like i dunno. her boyfriend is a dick. so wutever to him. *spit* i am gonna get my haircut soon but i dont know when. im gonna get bangs!! ah! lol. and get my highlights redone. its gonna be cute! *excited* This weekend i think im gonna go to two plays...maybe 3 *yikes* bens (sunday maybe w. bronwyn) eryns again (i think but it depends) dezzys (whenever eryn goes that is) it should be tons a fun. i want to go to disneyland! so i can ride tower of terror a million times! lol gtg. <3 Kaylee |
| Sunday, November 28th, 2004 |
| 6:39 pm |
Disneyland Day!!!
OMG today was so much fucking fun. I havent had seriously this much fun in forever! I went with annmarie, elaine, elaine's friend cathrine and their families to disneyland. We went on all the fast rides in disneyland then we went to california adventure and went on all those. lol i had never been on tower of terror before and i seriously woulda peed my pants if annmarie and elaine hadnt been there. lol. it was freaky but i REALLY liked it. I even got a lil sticker that said i had survived it. yay! how awesome is that! we went on a second time before we left. We went on the rollercoaster 3 times which was fun. the first time i screamed really loud like i was in labor- the second i was mute- and the third i screamed juss cuz annmarie said that was the funnist part of the ride was hearing me scream. lol. we went on few other random rides that were fun too. I got to have some fantasia ice cream which is always nice. made me feel like i was really at disneyland since its always been a tradition for me as a kid to get some. :-) Annmarie and i discussed corn dogs- and how funni it would be if some guy decided to cook bread over his dick. she said she would ask her boyfriend if he would ever do that and get back to me. i never knew that penises were so delicate. i learned today that just by tying a piece of hair around a penis and tightening it could litterally cut it off. hmm. im glad im a woman. (btw- we discussed this after having a corndog) I got a fluffy blue monkey today. mr black won it and gave it to me aww. i named him johnny depp...he will be sleeping in my bed tonight...oh la la. lol. im dreading tomarrow. but i guess im just gonna have to see how things go... so yes today was a very informative day where facing my fears was never so fun!! but im tierd now and i have such an odd feeling that im freefalling from 100 feet. <3 always.kaylee. Current Mood:  bouncyCurrent Music: sugarcult- hate every beautiful day |
| Saturday, November 27th, 2004 |
| 12:41 am |
in pain
Im such an asshole. eryn knows why. goddamnit. ********************** Aside from that omg i saw pirates of penzance today and it was SOOOOOO good!!!! i was so fing proud of eryn! she was really good and sooooooo funni! i love that eryn! and it was funni cuz like when we were clapping dring the curtain call i blew kisses at eryn and she saw me! i was so happy! i was like omg thats my eryn! afterwards i said hi to kewl ppl (eryn, megan, tessa, roxana, freeman... :-/) and so that was kewl. Eryn and i had hot emo sex. it was great. we decided to kill eachother afterwards. like i kill her then she'll kill me. but then danny came and interrupted us and i was sad :-( So then ppl left and um...yea things were fun... ********************* man i MISS freeman so bad. im soooo incredebly stupid for not being over him but im just not. i dont want a relationship. bc no one IS him...its juss hard to grasp. and to think of all these gurls all over him makes me sick to my stomach. So i do someting stupid u know? really stupid. thinking its gonna make up for my pain. even tho it feels like its good and right...its not...its not fair to anyone. i juss want him. i wish i could have him. but i cant. it hurts so bad. i juss wanna die. how can i be so stupid. how can i be such an asshole. ************************ but i do wanna say that eryn: ur spectacular and we TOTALLY have to be in the same show soon- maybe we'll get to act with eachother too! that would be so kewl! oh- also let me know about dezzys show i wanna see it with u. we should invite carma and other ppl. that be extra fun. i love u so much! my sexy pirate eryn *wink* lol ************************** its cold and im teird. bye <3theasshole.kaylee. Current Mood: crying. bc im stupid.Current Music: greenday-goodriddence (this song reminds me of him*) |
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